Archive for March, 2011
Fed up
March 4th, 2011 | 
Author: Utterly fed up. Today was one of the worst days ever. I actually cried in the bathroom at lunch time. Ask me why, and the list of reasons sounds completely pathetic. Oh Booooo work was hard. Oh booo I had a fight with someone about hard work. Oh booooo theres a beauty spot on my face. Oh boooooo it was the sentencing of a murder case that happened 17 months ago.
If it were me looking at my life from the outside, I’d say gurn up to fuck.
Its been a long hard week. I was really hoping for a quiet Friday, so I could start to wind down, and chill before the weekend. But that didn’t happen. Instead my mind is fraught with bullshit, will bills, wages, planned events I cannot afford to attend, but which I am expected to be at, of trying to decide my level of commitment to certain things and people.
Ive no plans until Sunday night, so here, at 7pm on Friday night, I think I will go and take myself off to bed, with some Hula Hoops crisps, Oreos, a bottle of coke, and my mp3 player, and not come out until about 5pm Sunday when it will be time for a shower before I go out to somewhere I dont want to go.
I’m calling it a mini nervous breakdown. As soon as I get into bed, I will burst into tears, I know I will, I can feel it coming. Tears of pure exhaustion. I suppose I should add a box of tissues to the list of things I’m taking with me. No offence, World, but right now, I dont give a fuck about any of you. Its me time. I dont wanna hear your boy trouble, money woes, fall outs, or anything. call me if you have good news. Or want to buy me shoes. Or have rude jokes. Other than that, for your own sake, give me a wide berth.
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With rings on her fingers and bells on her toes…
I am always drawn to completely impractical rings. Heres just a few I have
From Etsy, White Rabbit, made from a perspex sheet (I’ll update with the link to seller soon)
From Primark, only £1.50! Little Birdy Family double ring
From Urban Outfitters, A National Trust Knuckle Duster, as Jase called it haha! Animal triple ring £8
I can barely type with these on, and have to watch tights, and eyes dont get poked. But arent they cute?